很多人说..

"qi~~u're popular"

"qi~~~u gt a lot of fren hor~"

"qiqi~~~every1 knw u"

"tell me...who duno qiqigoh"

其实，

我并不是你们想象中那么“出名”

并不是全部人知道我

也并不是我知道全部人

还有很多人很多人等我去认识他们...

还需要加强我的人际关系

我还是不够善解人意...

还不过好....

我没什么特别

我并不美...

我并不吸引人..

我并不可爱

我只是一个很平凡...朋友一样多的人

我承认我爱交朋友...

我承认我喜欢八卦

我承认我喜欢一大群朋友走在一起38的样子

只要大家没心机,不现实，真心对待大家就好....

能吗？？

it's HALLOWEEN!!!

so...

readers..celebrate ur halloween??

hehe...

i celebrate my halloween in movida

clubbing again???!!!

ya....

actually fri nite gt fren jio go pure bar de

cz thr gt events on fri

bt den...nt familiar wif all of them

so i reject edi

sat nite...

my fren jio again...n alison fren jio again

so tis time..we on!!!!

cz quite curious de celebration...

seriously...tired!!!!

alison had a lot of fun...bt me..still ok oni

cz i don hav high kit..

go thr kap zai...

reli a lot lenglui lengzai o~~~~~haha

me n alison....no halloween costume >.<

me n wei sen....it's halloween

*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO*

tis fri nite...
boredom kill me...
arrrrr~!!!!!!
so...i juz try 2 wear de outfit tat my sis gave me for my present
cz tis is my 1st time hav tis kind pattern of clothes...

hari deepavali...
guess wat???
go air panas in de midnite
haha!!!!
bt quite regret i din bring clothes to chg...
juz bring towel~~
me,peiyee,alison,alex n yeekee reach thr 1st
den isaac,mun mun,eric,wenyi,mun mun n wei sen cm next
quite surprise...
cz whn isaac take de cake cm...
i still thinkin who's bday
*thinkin* no aaa~~recently no ppl bday oso...i din 4gt aaa~~
den i still follow singing bday song...n clapping hands
isaac cm toward me wif cake..
i juz OHH!!!! CELEBRATE MY BDAY...hahaha
really damn surprise
celebrat my bday in air panas...
n those malays thr sing bday song 2 me too~~
THX~!!! hahaha!!!=p
den we go mcd for supper...
4sth bck home


morning...11sth
alison call me n wake me up..cz laoda jio watch movie
i still in blur condition n my dark circle damn heavy
in heachache condition
wear my new dress gave by my sis n her roommate
we go dp....seriously public holiday really jam in malacca
watch movie oso nid 2 queue long
we decide to watch trespass
erm...i think it's nt bad
den we go amigo having our dinner =)

nite
after bck ixora...
i out again...
wif chern sin...
we watch real steel
cz he is only 1 nt yet watch
real steel..nt bad!!!
i like max...damn lengzai
n de scene whn he n atom dancing...damn cool!!!
haha...after tat..he gave me nadeje green tea...celebrate my belated bday
THX yaa~~!!!! XD

midnite
go arena...
hahaha!!!!
quite high...
n tis time..i admit i drink quite lot than last few times...
n i blurrrrr edi...cnt stand right
can say mostly girls blur o drunk edi
having a lot of fun...hahaha!!!!

emo 的心情伴随着我而来
今天的心情预测：阴天

因为某些事吧~~~~
谢谢你...
虽然一向来把你当朋友,谈心的朋友
可是,你却知道....我的心情不怎么好
和你聊天时,
我真的很blur
对不起...
我的天线今天很弱..
接不到你的意思...
呵呵!!不是我故意泼你冷水

emo的心情很想让我打人...
很想发泄!!
很想大大声地呐喊
很想花钱
很想吃多多发泄....

这就是天秤

#highlight my favourtite part

天秤是个重视友情的人,但请你不要一次又一次的糟蹋她的感情；
天秤是一个珍惜朋友的人,但请你不要将她的珍惜当成垃圾；
天秤是个不容易哭的人,但请你不要一次又一次惹她哭；
天秤是个对朋友大度的人,但请你不要好一次又一次伤害她. 朋友的伤害对于秤子来说是最痛的。

天秤对朋友没什么要求,人好就行,就算心直口快老得罪人也无所谓,
因为天秤不爱生气,不会记仇,对谁都会宽容。
就算伤害过自己的人,只记得别人的好

不喜欢特定对象，喜欢呼朋引伴。
不喜欢专一的投入，喜欢多项工作同时进行。
不喜欢惯性，喜欢率性。
喜欢大笑，喜欢分享，喜欢随兴，喜欢懒惰，喜欢有钱，喜欢动脑筋，喜欢约会，喜欢看书，喜欢争辩，喜欢自由，喜欢反省。
最不喜欢别人不喜欢她。

addicted to tis song...
like de lyrics too
strongly recommend~~~~



#just part of lyrics

Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet hell
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I tried everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be

就这样长大一岁了....

今年的生日

有点.....开心也伤心

还记得两年前的生日

早上在学校里和朋友们玩得很开心

放学回家却被妈骂了一顿

就因为成绩考到烂！！

当场在车里哭...

当时的心里是这么想的:好歹今天是我的生日,没庆祝就算了....还骂我!!!我恨死了!!!

为什么是在我生日当天??!!!!!!!!!我讨厌死了!!!!

今年老天爷又给我一样的礼物....

虽然妈妈这次只念我几句

可是觉得自己很失败

我让她失望了...

有个冲动不想过生日了....

人家生日时快乐的..而我却是伤心的

那何必庆祝呢??
没这个必要....庆祝只让我觉得更可悲

emo 几天...话不多说...勉强的微笑,不让家人知道我心里的真正的心情

虽然很想哭....可是却忍住眼泪不让它掉.....

因为我告诉自己....我要坚强!!!

My 19th b'day

my 19th bday...juz past lyk tis
noon...at home
doin nth..
so watch barbie movie==!!!
den dajie fb chat say she is boring
jio me out
den i juz follow her out
she cm n fetch me
den we go hock lee arcade
we play basketball,racing car n so on...
den shooping awhile n bck home
nite...i out wif my frenzz
we go bla bla bla
walao eh!!!!
de food is juz sooo damn expensive
actually i suggest go the tray
bt den my fren say...long long 1 time
so they chia me eat..
paiseh me aaa~~~

tat nite i receive de present=p

THANK YOU SPEECH :
thx mum
-->my 1st present tat i receive...thx for de bag,tee,n choco cookies...sry abt last few day i let u disappointed on me...reli sorry..u din reli scold me..cz u knw i edi very sad abt tat....sorry~~~

thx dajie,andy,alison,han,fel,mao,wei liang,lcc,pengju,ah ca,michelle
--> thx for de earlier celebration in frenship park...snow spray..==!!! make me smell like detergent..haha!!! i like de card much...cz it's my photo!!! haha..thx for de gift...love ya all ♥ pbk & ten bro

thx mei,yee,and fel
thx dears~~~thx for de belated celebration...actually tat day i reli emo de..bt i try 2 smile on tat nite..oh ya~!!! tat cake is tis yr 1st bday i ate..bt sorry tat i din eat cheese cake...hehe...thx for de present~! n everything..♥

thx peiyee,laojie n laoda
--> actually i quite surprise tat u ppl will done tis for me..1st time ii receive b'day wishes video in fb...erm~~feel very touch n funny esp laojie n laoda's emotion....thx ya,i appreciate~!!!

thx my frenzzzz
--> thx for de b'day wishes in msg n FB..tat day my phone very busy ringing n vibrate...esp at 12am....my fren sent me bday wishes...awww~~~touch!!!!! n happy...n my fb quite bz pop out notifications...thx guys~!!!!

thx rong
--> thx for de watch la...n de celebration..hiak hiak!!!=p

thx zian
--> thx for de bday wishes last call b4 14/10 12am...quite surprise tat i receive ur call...n juz say happy bday 2 me....oh ya~!!! still gt...thx chia me drink starbuck ya...hahaha!!!!

thx dajie
--> noon chia me play arcade..n bring me out=p

thx fel
--> thx for de choco 'cake'...very wusim....n i appreciate it!!!

ok..let me juz briefly talk abt wat i've done last week
juz summary...
cz de story too long edi
last sun...
gt my sis de V.I.Ps cm my house for their holidays in kch
they cm for 4 days...
n i...juz follow them
crocodile farm

ticket...7 of us

yum yum..little croco having his lunch

damai

goin damai

damai beach...here i cm~~

me n emily=)

me n elaine

4 of us

group photo

long dress take 1

ladies

happy b'day 2 my sis

ladies 2

cultural village

performance

sittin on de swing

waterfront

here we jump!!!

dress jumping

 hope u guys enjoy tis 4 days in kch...