T.T i'm nt okay at all

ytd clubbing
i drink kinda more than last time again >..<
n tis time i duno whether i reli gt drunk o nt
bt i knw wat i'm doin...very clearly
i sit thr....suddenly feel very lonely
think a lot f***ing things
ya..i knw
cz tis feeling few days edi....
i reli feel lyk pek cek
smtimes....lie on my bed
emo...n feel wanna cry
bt no tears...
pek cek lo
juz force myself sleep
so ytd i cry in arena
wat a shame
it's ok --- sry....i nt ok at all
i'm tired
juz nw...having nap
my tears drop again
n suddenly miss my dajie much
if she's here...
she knw y
omg~!!!! wth happening to me???!!!!!!
*sorry*